The Testing Time

Usually ability or even fate of a person is determined by the performance in the exams.every one in the world have experienced the exam blues.

I wonder how so many months of experience and learning is judged within a few hours.Exams tests the threshold level of a person to a maximum extent.As every other student in India i have experienced those testing  times during the school leaving examinations,people around  yell at us even when we take a few minutes extra to dressup or in hair do,the highest heard sentence at that period of life is"you are wasting time"its embrassing to hear others saying even conversing with friends a waste of time!but most often we do that thing in the school or study centres,i think most often  people who lead a normal life at any situation achieve better,but the surrounding fellows create an emergency situation artificially and play havoc in our lives.

All possible kinds of advices and threats are put into our ears and our mind is pressurized.some rare and gifted children behave appropriately and bring out the best in them.people who are naturally studious alone excel in tests,any performance  can never be induced by an external force,all great things in any field arises due to internal capabilities.

some may not have the inner capacity to do well in exams,they may have their mind locked in other things,but all men and women,indiscriminately are supposed to study the same things,i don't know how does these things work,with same types of questions given to a cross section of students irrespective of their attitudes and aptitudes.

The performance at important exams echoes at various points of our lives,and the time of declaration of our scores is even worser than the exam itself,which is followed revaluation,a process of  paying our money for the mistake done by others!

I enjoyed writing exams upto a certain age,thinking of the holidays and the old pals,but as time evolved i started to think beyond the holidays and the results, and there was nothing to enjoy,we lose our happiness as age increases.

I can remember every time i sat for the examination,and the previous night mindsets,but i find no words to explain such sceptic situations,

Its a mixed feeling,and no doubt that every one of us are made to compete with certain people for the only reason that we have the same age!